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30 hour fast!!!
HAHA. I think it was a really interesting experience.
Not eating for 30 hours.
The P&W was kinda er... at times.
I think the dance steps damn weird can.
But it was still damn fun.
We started fasting at 11.30am on saturday
and finished at 6.30pm today.
By the time saturday evening came,
everyone went nuts.
High on nothing. Lol...
The best part was when lights out came.
Lights out was supposed to be 11.30pm.
And you know, almost everyone went to sleep
straight away! Like all the other people.
It was so early! Haha, but we didn't go to sleep.
Me, Pam, Geraldine, Andrea, Justin, Ivan, Glen and fred
huddled in a circle, like all lying on our stomachs.
And started talking. Cos interestingly enough,
for once guys and girls were all in the attic.
No separation. It was DAMN fun. The jokes that
came out were the best. Haha.
Lol, then apparently Kevin was sleepwalking?
And Pam started screaming about fractions in the middle of the night.
I shared a sleeping bag with Andrea and I think we
woke up about 50 times the entire night. LOL.
And on the second day we went to visit some old folks.
That was quite interesting.
And played games and had recon.
Haha. And Seow pulled down Kevin's pants cos it was the
only pullable one. Lol. During mass, me and Andrea couldn't keep awake.
Ivan totally knocked out. Haha.
After mass we had a catered dinner, buffet.
And the food disappeared in about 10 minutes.
Haha, I think we coped damn alot of muffins.
The we went to hang for a while at the playground near tp.
Then I got a lift home from Glen's parents.

I think 30-hour fast was brilliant overall.
I felt weird when I was eating today.
I just came back about half-an-hour ago from studying.
with Glen and Beatrice. Lol, I didn't do anything at all.
Ended up talking for like 2 hours.
But it felt great :D

Damnit, I just ate a sandwich.
I don't wanna go for tuitionnnn.

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I just completed my second time of
I Am Gifted, So Are You.
Haha. I hope I feel inspired to study
all the way to 'O's

30 hour fast is tomorrow.
Haha, I'm kinda excited.

And I have no idea what to say.
More after the fast.

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I feel blessed! HAHA.
Cos I have lots of study groups.
Well, two anyway. And that's enough :D
I love study groups.
Considering I don't get anything done at home,
the amount I get down at study groups
exceeds it like crazy.
I think the clubhouse is gonna turn into my
second home soon.
I spent 6 hours there today studying.
Not alone obviously.
HAHA. There's this spot which we've named the
meeting point.
Cos from there. there are four paths.
Each lead off to one of our house's
Clockwise, it'll be Justin, Glen, me, Beatrice.
haha. It's really amusing.

I think 30-hour fast will be interesting.
Really absolutely no food for a full 30 hours.
I'll die in school on monday.
Haha, I might not survive training.
Then edlyn will kill me.
Hmmm, but you know, hunger keeps
me awake. Cos my stomach will hurt so I
can't sleep properly. Interesting.
Ahah. I feel high.

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My sister laughs like a maniac.

How much weight can you lose in a week?

Anyway, the clubhouse is a brilliant hangout.
haha. I love it.

I'm going for the 30 hour fast!
I doubt I can do any homework that weekend.
I think I won't be eating for the entire 30 hours?
I realllyyy hope I don't faint.
The last time I did that was when I had dengue.
But that was longer. but I was sick so I wasn't
hungry. So I guess it doesn't count.

You know what I want now.
Baked pasta.
Damnit.

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Oh no. I have no graph paper.
I can't do my physics homework. Damnit.

I'm gonna sleep.

I feel rejuvenated.

Kinda.

I wanna go and sit in church and
pray and listen to P&W songs. Yay.

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I've chosen my confirmation name! :D

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I hate REAP. Fine. I haven't gone for one. But it's because of it that I will have 4 more hours of lessons a week and I have to put my piano lessons on hold. My fridays and not free for the next month. That equates to NO MORE LIFE. Monday: CCA, Tuesday: Tuition, Wednesday: REAP and tuition, Thursday: CCA, Friday: REAP. Can I please die. Wednesday is the worst. I need permission to die. NOW. And they'll probably think they made a miracle happen when I do well for FYEs. But they probably wouldn't make a difference. Its all the work of my tuition. And if they think that our (quote them) "foundation" is so important, and they're taking our MID-YEAR results as a gauge for admission to this program, why didn't they start at the start of term 3? Like what difference do they think they can make in a month? Crazy people. Please lah, look at my common test results can. Sure it's not all As but it shows I never needed their help. Like my tuition teacher said. "MOE came up with teach less, learn more. But the school teachers teach less and I teach the rest." I totally agree. I might as well not go to school since I don't get a word they're talking about most of the time yet I go for tuition and it works like a charm. Where's the logic anyone? I'm not saying all teachers are bad. But in a class of 40 people, and with a syllabus thats so straining on the teachers, its no wonder their pace is too fast for me. Of course there are SOME teachers who well, just can't teach. I think they are lacking teachers and MOE is desperate. Or else I would have never gotten an e maths teacher like that. I can't put the name cos I'm not supposed "de-fame" any teachers. Whatever. I should just die. I have no problem with forfeiting my future for purgatory. Most of everyone's life is crap anyway and who looks forward to hardship and sadness? Not me. All I need is to be happy and love and be loved. Nothing else matters much to me really. I feel as if I'm wasting my time in school. And I really can't talk to my dad. It just makes me angry and sad. So there's no point. I'm contemplating whether or not to cut my nails. I think I won't. There's busking next week. Believe it or not. That's my saving grace. I actually get to hang out for a few hours, just playing my guitar and talking and laughing. I love church. I just thought of something to pray for. But God will probably say no. Well who knows, maybe God got modern.

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I think I have reached a turning point in my life. The time in which I stop being invisible. I've forgotten what's it like to make friends. I'm always knowing someone through someone else, which makes it easier cos there's already a connection. But really properly making friends. I've been doing a lot of that lately. I'm insecure, very. I used to not be able to go somewhere unless I knew someone there. Now I can safely say that I'm getting better. Definately more daring. Honestly, I'm very shy. Terribly shy. Though I try my hardest not to be. I think it still shows. Anyhow. I AM trying. And I think, in a way, God is helping me. I WANT to believe that he IS answering my prayers and I AM actually making progress. I'm slightly confused at the moment and just a little overwhelmed. But I like it. This Bicol trip has opened up many doors for me. I'm still a good 3 months away from it, but God has starting working his wonders right here. I've been hearing some very inspirational stories of people's personal experiences and perhaps maybe God is giving my hints on what to look out for in Bicol. What I should be focusing on. I could be wrong, maybe God isn't answering. But perhaps because everything is happening in church, I would believe he'd start his miracles from where everyone goes to look for him first. And if I have been lucky enough to experience his works, I can't think of anything greater to experience. I guess what I'm looking for in Bicol is a re-focus. A time when I can rethink things re-adjust my look at life. Away from my everyday schedules to something very different. For those 11 days I want to be focusing on others and not myself. I want to forget who I am and what I do and focus on interacting with those kids and teaching them about God. In a way I'm not worried about the teaching part because I believe that God will help me because I am spreading His word. It took a long time for God to answer my prayers, either that or it took me a long time to find the answers. But I'm just happy to have found them. And I want to be able to keep finding them. Everyday. :D

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Haha! CTs are OVERRRRR (I passed chinese!!!!!). But still got SPA next week ): Oh well. Anyway. I had my chinese oral this morning. Lol! Total screw up as usual. But I don't think the chinese teachers wanna fail anyone. I wish Mr Zhu was my examiner, cos he alrd knows my chinese is THAT bad so he'd probably be more understanding. So we had training after that. I laughed until I cried. Sigh. Yeah. And there was something wrong with me. My commanding totally thrown out the window. Yeah. AND the Cis released me late! AHHH. Yeah. So I hurry up and showered then waited for Geraldine for a bit then we cabbed to church. Discussed our next RCIY session with Martina, Christabelle and Emmanuel. Lol. So fun. Yeah. Then went for mass. Then went Grandma's house for dinner. Omg. I'm addicted to fish cannnn. I ate fish like every day this week. I just love fish. Yeah. OMG. Olympicsss. We watched in school. Live from the website. Projected on the screen. We were screaming and out teacher was getting really nervous cos next door is a sec 4 class. Yeah. We were watching Michael Phelps get his 6th gold! obviously we would scream. Yeah. So hmmm. I'm going to busk tmr. Bright and early. In church. That means I have to sleep. NOW.

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I'm more than half way through common tests...(FINALLY!) Yeah. I've already done six papers. English, chem, elect lit, chinese, social studies and core geog. I'm left with A maths and physics tomorrow and E maths on Friday. And OMG. SPA on monday. That's like !@#$%& I dunno how to do all those mole calculations. Anyway. This saturday is BUSY. Chinese oral in the morning 7.30am. They are crazy. there is no way I can read a chinese passage and have a conversation in chinese that early in the morning. Then we're supposed to have training? Crazy. Then at 1.30pm I gotta be at Martina's house (or is it church?) to discuss our next RCIY session. Then we'll have lunch, then RCIY, then mass, AHHH. And busking on Sunday. I really hate being busy. Honestly, there are so many other things I'd rather be doing. Playing the piano, playing my guitar, gaming, picking up dance again! AHHHH. I gotta do something about my hair. I haven't cut it for a year. And the ends are all uneven.

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