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I think I have reached a turning point in my life. The time in which I stop being invisible. I've forgotten what's it like to make friends. I'm always knowing someone through someone else, which makes it easier cos there's already a connection. But really properly making friends. I've been doing a lot of that lately. I'm insecure, very. I used to not be able to go somewhere unless I knew someone there. Now I can safely say that I'm getting better. Definately more daring. Honestly, I'm very shy. Terribly shy. Though I try my hardest not to be. I think it still shows. Anyhow. I AM trying. And I think, in a way, God is helping me. I WANT to believe that he IS answering my prayers and I AM actually making progress. I'm slightly confused at the moment and just a little overwhelmed. But I like it. This Bicol trip has opened up many doors for me. I'm still a good 3 months away from it, but God has starting working his wonders right here. I've been hearing some very inspirational stories of people's personal experiences and perhaps maybe God is giving my hints on what to look out for in Bicol. What I should be focusing on. I could be wrong, maybe God isn't answering. But perhaps because everything is happening in church, I would believe he'd start his miracles from where everyone goes to look for him first. And if I have been lucky enough to experience his works, I can't think of anything greater to experience. I guess what I'm looking for in Bicol is a re-focus. A time when I can rethink things re-adjust my look at life. Away from my everyday schedules to something very different. For those 11 days I want to be focusing on others and not myself. I want to forget who I am and what I do and focus on interacting with those kids and teaching them about God. In a way I'm not worried about the teaching part because I believe that God will help me because I am spreading His word. It took a long time for God to answer my prayers, either that or it took me a long time to find the answers. But I'm just happy to have found them. And I want to be able to keep finding them. Everyday. :D

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