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AHHH.
Prelims are coming soonnn.
Argh.
Anyway.
Passing comments:
Drag queens freak me out.
Ew.
I LOVE child singers.
I mean the ones that can really sing.
Like Hollie Steel and Ciana Pelekai.
Amazing. Really, they're pure talent.
I think I just like children lol.

And I have a realisation,
Singapore kids don't have enough
self-confidence and charisma,
in general of course. There are some that
do. Only wish there were more.
Cos then if we ever had Singapore's Got
Talent, we'd really see some talent.
Singapore needs to develop more on
that aspect. I think its really brilliant that
we have academically brilliant kids, my
mum was telling me about the three
Singaporeans who topped Oxford, but
are they the people that you remember?
Well, unless they're becoming the next
Einstein, I guess. But you know whats funny,
We might have lotsa future Einsteins,
but definitely no future Leonardo Da Vincis.
Its the whole Arts VS. Sciences thing.

I think we're way too academic. Its
unbalanced you know. Not everyone is a
genius in science. Because of all that, I think,
A LOT of other Singaporean talents are lost.
Arts related careers are so highly discouraged
that even kids who had potential to become
amazing artists (Singers, dancers e.g.) had no
chance to develop on their talent. And I think
its sad that we may not be known for anything
else than our math textbooks and scholars.

That's all boring don't you think?
Brilliant sure, but not exciting!
I know a lot of amazing dancers and singers my
age and stuff but none of them would get a
chance to do what they love. Simply because
there's absolutely no industry for it here.
I'm not going against the PAP or anything,
I'm just thinking that there are other ways to
make ourselves known in this huge world
around our little red dot and we have yet to
try it all. Any you never know unless you try
right? Precisely.

That's my last note.

Hello people.
So, today was the release of the Chinese 'O' level
results!!
I swear a miracle happened because:
1.I PASSED.
2.I got a B4!
I don't even pass normally so this is really way out.
Yeah, I started crying once I knew cos I was really
scared that I failed or something. But I was really
happy that I DIDN'T fail so I started crying.
Congrats to eveyone who got their As! :D Haha.
Crescent has like 70% distinction for chinese,
and that's really scary. Yeah well, I'm happy with
what I got and I'm not retaking. :D
Yup. So that's it for now.
English 'O' level oral tomorrow :D

Hello world.
A new chapter of my life has begun.

Cliche much?
Yes.

But it is true. Before I launch into
a very exciting day, I think I might be
mildly narcoleptic although my mum won't
listen to any of my theories. My falling
asleep problem is really driving me nuts
and I just wish there was a medical
explanation for it you know? Then I'd know
I could have it treated of something. Right
now I have no idea how to stop it.

Ok now on to the story.
We celebrated Vanessa's birthday today,
her actual birthday's on tuesday. So we
did a dinner thing at SICC. All the cousins
+ 3 of her friends, Samantha, Sabrina and
Amelia. So we did the dinner thing and then
we went downstairs to bowl. That was the plan
anyway. We were bowling halfway and then
Samantha was talking about how her god brothers
family was in SICC too. (they're all members and
stuff) Then the four of them started freaking
out. I dunno why. Must be the prospect of guys
or something. Anyway, ness told me about these
guys before, Jonathan and Justin. And Jonathan
is the vice-head of council of St. Gabs. and he
knows Ivan. So the family eventually came down
to the bowling alley. I was talking to ness
and I mentioned that Ivan was cute, I mean
he's not bad looking right? But it doesn't
mean I like LIKE him. Nah, not my type. And ness
threatened to tell Jonathan that I said that.
So I said fine. and I dared her to do it to
his face and in front of me. -_- and she did.
Its not like it was some deep dark secret
of mine. After she told him we started talking.
General stuff, like school, 'O's blah blah,
common topic nowadays. Yup. He's a really nice
guy, reminds me of Seow. Funny and all that.
So that was really unexpected. Cos by the time
their family came around all the cousins had
left already. So we were the only ones our
age there. The nearest was his brother, who's
sec2. That was fun, I haven't met anyone new
in ages.

I did more than four hours of e math today.
Sigh and I'm still not done! I'm behind in
some homework. Like english morning practices
and some MORE e math homework. And I have an
A math paper to do. I need to start studying
my humanities too. I freaking out ok. prelims
are in 10 days. I am really freaking out.
I think I'm going to drop chemistry.
Lets say I do drop chem, this is my aim for
prelims.
English: A1
E math: A1
A math: A1
Physics: B4
Geog: B3
SS/Lit: B3
L1R5: 13 points.
Wish me luck, I'll need it.

Just before I leave:
Over it, over you.

Labels: life, school

Had a pretty eventful weekend. Yup.
I had lunch with the class clique,
all 13 of us. Haha. Ate at BK. It was
really quite crazy. Then I went home,
studied for a bit and went out at 3.30
to watch G.I. Joe with my cousins and my
sis. G.I. Joe is really really brilliant.
It's the kind of movie you've GOT to watch
in a cinema. The effects just gotta be seen
on a giant screen. Yeah, it was like a mash
up of all brilliant action movies!
Haha The G.I. Joe almost look like Transformers,
Rex had a mask that had Voldemort's nose but
made him sound like Darth Vader and there were
weapons that sounded like they came out of
Start Wars or Halo. Lol. It was totally worth my
$8.50 Okkk...Saturday. Hmmm...I can't remember.
Oh, went bowling. I had a slight mental breakdown
there, but I don't wanna think about it.
Saturday night at Grandma's house. I was studying
mostly, Tessa too since her CTs start tomorrow.
Sunday was interesting, to say the least.
Church was exceptionally full. Lunch at Ikea was
alright, I won't go into details. We wanted to
take a look at some 3-cushion thing, but it hadn't
come in yet. Lol. Then we went to the Honda showroom,
my parents wanted to look at the Honda Freed.
I think its kinda cute, although Ness hates it.
Lol. We went to Vivo after, I ACTUALLY wanted to
go look in Zara's up-to-70%-off sale, but Fox
caught my eye first. Did I mention I LOVE Fox?
I do. It rocks. Haha. They were having a storewide
half price sale! Haha. I bought 2 tops and a dress.
Ness bought a dress too, the exact same one! Haha
It'll be reallllyyyy funny if we wear it at the
same time. Ah well, she NEVER wanted to buy dresses
so since it was such a rare occurrence it didn't
matter. HAHA. Yeah, then I went over to Tangs to
look for a prom dress. I tried on a gorgeous
dress at Daniel Yam, but I didn't buy it, not yet.
I'm still thinking about it cos like my mum said,
Daniel Yam is quite common, so someone else might
buy it too. Which would be a HUGE disaster.
Lol. But it was gorgeous. Then we went ate at
White Dog Cafe. Omg, the food is GOOD. Yeap,
I recommend the place. I had a mocktail, hahaha.
Coconut and pineapple, my mum said it tasted like
suntan lotion. Lol, I liked it. National Day
Parade was...different, yeah, that's the only word
for it. Haha. It was alright. Yeah anyway,
I was a loner today, lol. Ness had friends over
and Nic was at her friend's house. Oh well,
back to school tomorrow. SIGHHHH

Labels: life

My head. Hurts.
I can't make up my mind whether or not to
drop chem. I dunno who to listen to.
I don't even have any thoughts of my own.
I want to be able to do it. To finish what I
started. Why be learning chem for two years
only to drop it just before the major exam?
But I don't know, if its too late.
I'm scarily close to 'O' levels. prelims
are two and a half weeks away. I'm freaking out.
I really want to do well. I really really
want to do well. I feel like breaking
something. Ah freak. You know, I needa lock
myself in a room full of books and
nothing else and just study.
I might get a mental breakdown though? No no.
I really don't like this.
My headaches aren't helping either.

Labels: life, school

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