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You know what pisses me off,
not getting angry.
Why is it that just because I never
get angry, there must be something
wrong with me when I do? Doesn't
everyone get angry?? The last I
checked it was completely normal.
But no, apparently its abnormal for me.

I'm gonna rant about my sister now
because I need to. And I couldn't care
less if she reads it. In fact, I hope she
does. With her its like if she gets angry
she expects everyone to accept it and
no one is allowed to fault her even if
she's wrong. But if my mum, or my dad
or I get angry with her she blows up.
She starts spouting the most ridiculous
rubbish on earth. Like she knocks over
my mum's cup of drink and SHE gets
angry with my mum. Or my mum
scolds her for something that happened
between her and my youngest sis and she'll
say, "See lah, Nicole getting me into trouble
again." AHEM, Nicole's 8, she's 13. I find it
hard to believe that Nicole is evil. And she's
never given any proof of Nicole's alleged
evilness anyway. Every morning my parents
have to shout themselves half to death to
try and wake her up and that pisses me off.
Doesn't she ever think of anyone but herself?
She doesn't care that she stresses my parents
out so much. my mum packs up her desk and
within 2 days, its completely devastated. Her
desk is a nightmare. My mum spends hours
on it and she can't even keep it clean for a
week?? Worse still, she scolds my mum if
she can't find something. Everytime she's
angry we have to bear with it but the super
rare times that I actually get angry, she acts
as if I'm not allowed to get angry. She goes
like, "What is wrong with you. So grumpy."
doesn't sound that bad until you hear it in
her tone of voice. Like acid. She's the only
one that doesn't care that I hate getting
angry and by emphasizing that I am, it
makes me more pissed off. She always makes
herself the victim. YEAH RIGHT. Most of the
time, she's the only one in the wrong.
She almost never says she's sorry. She's so
quick to defend herself that she's probably lying
without knowing it. She gets into a huge fight
with my parents and acts completely normal
a couple of hours later like she never did
anything wrong, she's completely unaffected
when everyone else was. She borrows stuff
and never gives it back. The other day, I
borrowed a stick glue from her and she told
me straight off that she didn't know where the
cap was, I said ok and tried to use the half
dried up glue the best that I could. A couple
of days later she comes to me demanding for
it, when I give it to her capless, she goes.
"Where's the cap!" in a super angry voice.
I explain calmly that she gave it to me without.
and the next thing she says is the best. "You
could have asked for the cap!" I was like blank.
Didn't she say she couldn't find it? It made
absolutely no sense. Then she went on to say,
"See lah, how am I supposed to use it now that
its all dried up!" EXCUSE ME, who was the one
that lost the cap! See what I mean. Do something
wrong, blame everyone else. It makes no sense.
I've tried to understand why she's like that.
Why she can't see that when she gets angry
she's no better than a drunkard, making no
sense, blaming the world. And she denies
everything. I wanna help her get out of
her extreme behavior, its been manifested since
she could talk, but its been absolutely impossible.
I don't know what to do. And I just hate the
way she treats her family. Surprise, surprise,
she's an angel to her friends.

On another note, I hate it when people get an
L1R5 of 10 for prelims and they're upset
because it ISN'T A SINGLE DIGIT. Wtf.

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