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My dad did something that pissed me off,
again. I decided not to say anything to him
though, to see if he would tell me.
He didn't. He did it, knowing that I would hate
it, so of course he didn't tell me. He let me
find it out from my friends. Please, none of
my squadmates parents ever caused so much
trouble. Even though I have friends with
grades like mine. Does he ever think about
what effects it'll have on me? No, probably not.
He's probably the only person that can make
me angry nowadays, other than myself.
Adds to my stress. But I couldn't be bothered
to confront him about it since I'll be wasting
precious time and precious breath since I
never get my point across and we never come
to a conclusion anyway. I suppose he'd never
understand that I don't deserve special
treatment, everyone is there to deal with the
same shit. I shouldn't get priority. If he wants
to blame someone, blame me, not NP. I hate
having special treatment or being treated
differently, or not having to do something that
others have to. But you know what, my dad
LOVES that. Cause a scene, get free stuff.
Special treatment. Whatever. I hate that.
It's like who are you to deserve extra, you say
you're doing them a favor by pointing out
their mistakes, but please, why demand
for things that benefit YOU? It doesn't make
sense to me. Even my sis can see that.
It's annoying, embarrassing and totally not
helpful. You get happy because you got a
free pizza cos they look a little longer than
they should and you said you didn't want to pay.
Me? I wouldn't feel like eating anymore.
I hate the whole kicking up a fuss, creating a
scene thing. Does it make you feel better in the
end? It sure doesn't make me feel better, you
know why? Because you left someone upset,
stressed. And I can't live with that. I can't stand
hurting others. Like shouting and giving
ultimatums and threats. But you're the pro at
that aren't you? I think it's absolutely
unnecessary. Sure, it's fine to believe that your
beliefs are right but isn't there another way
to get your point across than the above mentioned
methods? Why do you have to scare everybody,
and make your own self pissed off in the
process? Kinda stupid if you ask me. I'd rather
use a method in which everyone still stays happy
including me, AND the problem is solved. Or
else, I don't think that it was worth it. And anyway,
who's to say you're right all the time anyway?
Maybe you're wrong sometimes? Ever thought of
that? And you don't give them a chance. What
if it that's person's first time at the job? Doesn't
he deserve a chance to make mistakes? Don't tell
me that you were PERFECT the moment you
started. That's utter crap. I don't think you think
about what the other person could be thinking.
And that sucks. You don't listen either. That's
why I wouldn't say this to your face because,
you won't be listening anyway.

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