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VICTORIA Hannah Kirsten051093
Catholic Junior College
life.sandprints@hotmail.com
The End.
Saturday, May 23, 2009 , 6:06:00 PM
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I am an ex-cadet.
The depth of that statement has yet to hit me.
I think I must be the slowest.
Should have hit everyone else already.
I don't know if it'll really hit me for a while.
I can't think of life without my squadmates right now.
Without NP.
Taking attendence, giving water breaks,
commanding, conducting debrief has all become
as common to me as brushing my teeth,
eating lunch, something I hardly need
to think about before proceeding.
Doing drills, having PT, having squadtalks,
sleeping in tents, on the ground, have become
like daily occurrences to me, nothing out of the
ordinary.
The mass MSN conversations, the endless
discussions about the next training, the mass
messages about the coming session's attire.
All those I would miss even.
But I wouldn't miss all of those if my
squadmates were not a part of it.
The bond we share perhaps cannot compare
to any friendship I've known, no matter how
different we all are because we share that
similarity. All cadets. And I love them because
we might as well be as good as sisters.
We have had fights, arguments, disagreements,
times when we're just plain pissed off,
but that's ok. I don't know how I can properly
said how much I'll miss them in words,
but I know that of all the people in my life,
I will never forget them. One look at my full
u and all the memories will flow. I suppose I
might end up framing up my full u or something.
This has been a long experience that has
changed my life in many ways, no matter how
cliched that sounds, it has. And I have to agree
with Jiaxuan, NP is a drug. Who knows,
I might stay addicted forever.
The depth of that statement has yet to hit me.
I think I must be the slowest.
Should have hit everyone else already.
I don't know if it'll really hit me for a while.
I can't think of life without my squadmates right now.
Without NP.
Taking attendence, giving water breaks,
commanding, conducting debrief has all become
as common to me as brushing my teeth,
eating lunch, something I hardly need
to think about before proceeding.
Doing drills, having PT, having squadtalks,
sleeping in tents, on the ground, have become
like daily occurrences to me, nothing out of the
ordinary.
The mass MSN conversations, the endless
discussions about the next training, the mass
messages about the coming session's attire.
All those I would miss even.
But I wouldn't miss all of those if my
squadmates were not a part of it.
The bond we share perhaps cannot compare
to any friendship I've known, no matter how
different we all are because we share that
similarity. All cadets. And I love them because
we might as well be as good as sisters.
We have had fights, arguments, disagreements,
times when we're just plain pissed off,
but that's ok. I don't know how I can properly
said how much I'll miss them in words,
but I know that of all the people in my life,
I will never forget them. One look at my full
u and all the memories will flow. I suppose I
might end up framing up my full u or something.
This has been a long experience that has
changed my life in many ways, no matter how
cliched that sounds, it has. And I have to agree
with Jiaxuan, NP is a drug. Who knows,
I might stay addicted forever.
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