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The full impact didn't come straight away.
In fact I didn't feel anything until I left.
But now that I think about it,
its a subtle form of betrayal.
I trusted you. To understand.
But I suppose, I shouldn't have.
The truth hurts, but its necessary.
I feel cheated.
Honestly, I didn't see it coming.
But I'm not innocent either. Of course not.

Is it wrong to want to see the best in people?
Because that's what I do.
I wouldn't form any impression
based on someone else's opinion.
Because I believe everyone deserves to
have a chance to show the best of themselves.
To be themselves and not have other's
impressions piled on even before the
friendship has formed.
But I suppose, these chances I give
have never benefited me in the end.
I guess some would call me stupid.
Crudely, it would be "See lah, I tell you already
you don't want to believe"
Oh well.

If I had one free day, or even just a free afternoon,
I'd go and sit in church and pray.
I think it need it.
To clear my mind, to make sense of the things
happening around me.

At this point of time,
I'm starting to question myself.
I think God gives me a lesson to learn in everything
that happens to me.
Hopefully I find out what it is this time.
To be honest, I've never encountered this before.

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