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a twist in my story Monday, December 22, 2008 , 4:35:00 PM ↑

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

-Somewhere I Belong, Linkin' park

I'm addicted to the song Leave Out All The Rest.
By Linkin' Park. It's the Twilight soundtrack.
It's just beautiful.

MRI today was fine. I don't have a brain problem.
Part of me wishes I did. Then I would have found the
source of my headaches.
Right now I still don't know why I'm having headaches.
Sigh. I'm not anemic. I don't have a brain problem.
What next? Sigh.

It's raining something crazy outside.
I wanna go out there and get drenched.
My parents would really think I'm crazy then.
Oh well.

My sis got scolded something horrid just now.
She was asking for it please.
But it's the worst she was ever scolded.
I think her Macbook and her phone got confiscated.
i don't wanna know though.
My parents were shouting so loud that
I couldn't hear myself think.
Damn difficult to write an essay
when I can't hear myself think.
Especially one titled "Comfort".
Their shouting really wasn't comforting.

Maybe my headaches are purely stress related.
That'll suck. Cos that means it'll never go away.

I'm inspired to dance. Or be an actress.
I'm tired of this academically-focused life.
I don't like it.
I'm really not interested in the stuff they're teaching.
Sigh.
I wanna be an actress.
Lol. Or write a book maybe.

Sigh

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