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VICTORIA Hannah Kirsten051093
Catholic Junior College
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Thursday, October 23, 2008 , 11:23:00 PM
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Lol. Band meeting(:
Haha. So far, We have the lyrics to one song,
unfortunately no melody yet.
We edited the song like twice already.
Haha. We'll probably continue editing as we compose.
It's really fun, extremely hilarious.
Haha. Today was the best.
Lol. The song doesn't have a title yet.
Funny enough, its based on my current situation.
Haha. Emooo.
UNFORTUNATELY, it isn't helping me deal with the
situation any better. Mostly I'm in denial,
Cos if I try to think about it, or face it even,
I'll probably just breakdown.
Or something, that isn't really good.
So I find that denial is easier.
unfortunately (AGAIN), I can't be in denial forever.
Reality will catch up with me.
I'm hoping I can skip the entire reality thing though,
and start on the happiness again.
Lol. I wish I was that lucky.
I'm not.
I don't want to cry. Or be sad.
But I'm starting to think that my sudden, uncontrollable,
bouts of laughter have nothing to do with being happy.
Instead, it may be a subconscious defense system to
prevent me from crying, or being sad.
How tragic.
Walk towards the future and hold on to the past,
Try to move and trip on the rope,
That's tying you to a tree,
Which stores every memory,
And guess what, you can never move on.
Haha. So far, We have the lyrics to one song,
unfortunately no melody yet.
We edited the song like twice already.
Haha. We'll probably continue editing as we compose.
It's really fun, extremely hilarious.
Haha. Today was the best.
Lol. The song doesn't have a title yet.
Funny enough, its based on my current situation.
Haha. Emooo.
UNFORTUNATELY, it isn't helping me deal with the
situation any better. Mostly I'm in denial,
Cos if I try to think about it, or face it even,
I'll probably just breakdown.
Or something, that isn't really good.
So I find that denial is easier.
unfortunately (AGAIN), I can't be in denial forever.
Reality will catch up with me.
I'm hoping I can skip the entire reality thing though,
and start on the happiness again.
Lol. I wish I was that lucky.
I'm not.
I don't want to cry. Or be sad.
But I'm starting to think that my sudden, uncontrollable,
bouts of laughter have nothing to do with being happy.
Instead, it may be a subconscious defense system to
prevent me from crying, or being sad.
How tragic.
Walk towards the future and hold on to the past,
Try to move and trip on the rope,
That's tying you to a tree,
Which stores every memory,
And guess what, you can never move on.
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