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"It's complicated" isn't just a facebook status, it's a fact of life. Tuesday, October 21, 2008 , 11:43:00 PM ↑

I'm at the depression stage in the vicious cycle of my life.
Things are really not good now.
I'm confused, I don't know what to do.
And no amount of shopping will make me feel better.
All the things that have ever really hurt me
are never the material things in life
but the things that matter a lot to me.
Mostly, it's people. I've really got to stop doing this.
I just found out that Geraldine goes through the same
kind of cycle: craziness, stability, depression.
And it starts again. I'm sick of it really.
I can't stand it. Every year since secondary school started.
Just when I think that things are getting stable
and I'm really happy, something will happen
and I'll be really broken up about it.
Then things will get crazy.
I don't know how much longer I can live like this.
It hasn't sunk in yet. I don't know when it will.
But when it does, Armageddon.
I think I need a psychiatrist.

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